We're getting married!

so steve is long gone. good riddance to him and his terrible hair. anyways, i've moved onto a new guy and hes GREATTTT. This guy might actually be legit...potential boyfriend material. ok so his name is nathan. he's so cute! cons are he's bald and he's only 5'9'' BUT regardless he's like so good looking! our first date we met in harlem at this bar, had one drink....he also seemed pretty nervous the whole time. we left from there and went to ponty bistro for dinner and it was good! next date was the following week, we met at columbus circle where he works and walked around the holiday markets then from there walked around to find food and eventually went to this ramen place and talked and built a stronger connection. at the subway when we parted ways he kissed me. so new years was technically our 3rd date and it was so unexpected and so fun and magical and an unbelieveable start to 2019, i wish i could go back and relive the night….Overall, it was a fantastic night. We had a New Years kiss and were chummy and cute all night. We’re going out on Friday. He’s planning a whole date and it’s a surprise, he told me about it from last week lol. I’m almost positive we’re going to this jazz club he told me about but I’m just going along with the surprise because I didn’t wanna burst his bubble haha. Looking forward to it and chatting more and continuing to get to know each other.

Well, found myself a girl who’s really worth writing about again. Her name is Natasha Alexandria Scott Aka Nas aka (Lil’) Toosh. She is an unbelievably strong, caring, dope, adorable, smart, sexy, family oriented, independent black woman... in the same way I could write far more about a play by play, I could potentially write even more about her and all the things I’ve been so happy and lucky to get to know about her (I know, you’d like that Toosh), but I need to wrap this entry up. In short, for as great of girls I’ve had in my life, Natasha is different. Things feel different. I can be myself and feel so comfortable with her and love how much she already cares about me. I feel wanted around her in a way that isn’t as vulnerable as it probably should be seeing that we have barely known each other for more than a month. I love our conversations and how well she has gotten along with my friends. I love that we can be equally cheesy and awesome with one another, case in point that she is also journaling about this “surreal experience” and I’m beyond excited to read her perspective... Can’t waittttttt for her to get back from FL so I can see her again. More to come, hopefully, a lot more to come.