our forever

day one driving with your hair in a bun i was sitting quietly and shaking slightly from anxiety you asked if i was okay that was the first day i learned that you have kindness speckled all throughout your eyes this friendship could be something more i don’t know what i am waiting for but i swore i didn’t love you i was scared i would ruin what we had and i knew that you were mine but i locked it all deep in my mind and i swore i didn’t love you i swore i didn’t love you day two slushies with a side of boy issues you were listening attentively and you didn’t interrupt me once you knew i wasn’t okay that was the first day i learned you have compassion laced all throughout your heart day three a bridge, a phone call, some ice cream you answered almost instantly, the warmth of your voice it saved me you told me i'd be okay that was the first day i learned that you have empathy flowing all throughout your veins this friendship could be something more i don’t know what i am waiting for but i swore i didn’t love you i was scared i would ruin what we had and i knew that you were mine but i locked it all deep in my mind and i swore i didn’t love you i swore i didn’t love you 3 years playing uno and drinking you said “do you want me to kiss you?” and then i didn’t hide anymore i was more than okay that was the first day i learned that you had sworn that you didn’t love me too this friendship grew to something more i don’t know what we were waiting for but i swore i didn’t love you we were scared we would ruin what we had and i knew that i was yours but we locked it all deep in our minds and i swore i didn’t love you i swore i didn’t love you