We'd spent so much time thinking of "what it could be", "where we could go", "what if"... until we stopped thinking and acted upon it. We met back in 2011, became best friends in 2013. We were there for each other when we needed it the most, during his enlistment to the Army, during my time abroad, during those dark times when we weren't close to God. Every day that went by, we kept on thinking "what if...". The "what if" disappeared July 1, 2019 when we both decided it was time to give it a try. God was in the middle of our relationship, we had learned what needed to be learned, and our "what if" became our greatest decision.