We're Finally Doing It!!

The first time we messaged back and forth, it was on PlayStation Network and my line to him was, "Do you want to blow some shit up?" Of course, he had the perfect response, he says "In real life or the game?" "Both!" is what I say. March 29, 2018 the first time I met him in person, was in the southside trailer park in Fort Dodge and within the first hour, he had slapped my ass. I wanted to slap him back, but just walked away and smiled. The second trip that I had made to Fort Dodge, some unfortunate events had happened and both of us ended up upset and tears in our eyes due to other people's doings, but he came up to me in the living room and told me to move my legs because he was going to sit next to me, but I didn't move. He then moved my legs for me, sat down and put my legs back on his lap. We talked and laughed for 6 hours straight and next thing we knew, the sun was coming up. When I went home later on that day, we talked on the phone for 48 hours solid, and somewhere in between all that conversation, on April 18, 2018, he told me that he loved me and I said it back. Within a couple of weeks, I had taken him down to Murray Iowa with me, without even asking anyone or telling anyone, but all I knew is that I didn't and couldn't be apart from this man, because he completed my soul. Ever since then, we have been side by side and never apart, well unless one or both of us were in jail or even treatment, but besides that we were inseparable. Now, I am probably going to leave a lot out because I only have so many characters that I can use, but the main factor is that we love each other. We've had tons of downs but even more ups. He's stood by side the whole way. Not in front of me or behind me, but beside me. Holding my hand, kissing my forehead and telling me it'll all be ok when my eyes were full of tears on the bad days. On the worst days, he just held me because we were all we had. We were each other's rock while we were sleeping in the cars we had or sleeping in a leaning garage with a built-in skylight (it was just a big gaping hole in the roof), sleeping in a closet in a kitchen (I think that was our favorite one), or even when everyone else had their doubts in us, we never doubted us. Somehow, I have loved him even before we met because something unexplainable happened and we've met in multiple lifetimes, but this lifetime is my favorite and it will continue to be my favorite as long as we are together.