About a year and a half into the relationship Matthew had told me he did not want to be the one to propose. He said if a girl really liked someone why wouldn’t they propose. I pondered on that thought and said okay when I feel like it’s time I will propose. As time went on I would joke about it here and there but I had a date set in mind. (which didn’t work out) I had this whole plan to do it on new year’s eve and it was going to be romantic and sweet, but when Christmas eve rolled around I got nervous. So all on a whim my plans changed and I was doing it that night! When it came to do it boy I was SO nervous I was shaking and couldn’t get my words out over the tears. It was honestly the most scariest yet best thing I had ever done in my life! But I am so glad I did because now I get to marry my best friend!