its finally happening!!

"Do you have my number?" said the awkward 6'4" gentle giant. of course at this point I'm like " no? ( thinking in my head of course, who is this kid)". well little did I know then what I do now... that awkward guy would be what my world revolves around for the rest of my life.

in very non-typical fashion I actually started to ask ryan to marry me first. I went to bed early and put the ring I had gotten for him under his pillow because when he hands me my phone charger he usually picks his pillow up a certain way... well he didnt do that this time and I was internally thinking crap well that didnt work. so he turns the light out and before he can lay down on the pillow I snach the ring box out from under his pillow and ask him to turn the light back on. well awkward me is sitting there in bed with the flu holding a ring with a suggestive look on my face, then he goes "wait stop" and leaves the room. I'm sitting there like what a weirdo. then he comes back to the room with a ring of his own, gets on one knee in our matching elf pajamas, and asks me to marry him. obviously I say yes then he proceeded to say haha I ruined yours.