Love is so confusing... I mean when you love someone there are so many rules you have to follow. I realized that by all the fails and successes I have made. I never really knew what love meant. Sure I attempted relationships, but it all didnt matter or click until I met him. I mean it was like the corny little fairytale stories of the shining white knight, and Cinderella. I wasn't looking for love at that time when he came into my life. why? Well, because I felt too broken and not worthy enough. Little did I know that my whole world would change and I'd learn how to love and be loved. Joshua is the most wonderful, loving, caring, heartfelt, kind, gentle man i have ever came to know. I am so glad I didnt screw up and pass up the best thing that has happened during that time. I am very happy and grateful to say I Love you to the man that has shown me the power of love. So to you baby, I Love You with all my heart and Im never letting go!