We met at college. (Go figure😆) it was my second semester and his first. One of my girl friends came bursting into my room, half whispering half yelling “Amos! You gotta come to the gym right now! There is a really hot new guy in there” of course this was no new occurance🙄😏 so i half heartedly got down off the top bunk and headed out the door. ( of course sneaking a quick peak in the mirror to make sure i looked halfway decent. Ahe) and boy was i glad i did😍 he didnt notice me tho. In fact it would’nt be another year until he would notice me “like that”. As the months went on we hung out in the same friend group. So, we very quickly became pretty good friends. But still... only friends. EVERY other girl had her eye on this hot stud. So I decided I wanted no part in the obnoxious fan girl obssesion that (it seemed) all the other freshman girls had. From then on we were pals and only pals. Summer came and went. And honestly i hadnt thought about Russ that entire summer. Until i saw him for the first time after summer break. 😳 sorry buddy but i didnt like the feeling u gave me. After being “just friends” for so long, the idea of liking u in any other way was really weird. I had forgotten my first initial attraction i had to him. And was quite content keeping it where it was. That entire school year was AAAWKKWAAAED. Mostly cuz we knew we liked eachother but never really verbalized it... and other people were starting to relize we had “something” for eachother🙈 after Christmas break we started talking more about what it all means, and what we were doing. Then April 25th 2018 he told me he loved me for the very first time😁❤️ August of 2019 he asked me to be his girlfriend, and on March 31 he asked me to be his wife😍 So here we are 2 months later trying to figure out what the heck We’re doing🙈 cuz i have no idea how to plan a wedding😭😂. So here is to another 2 months of running around like a chicken with my head cut off. Yet somehow still accomplishing tasks😂