Its finally here, 11 years ago we met & were not able to be more then friends due to age! Friends became natural to us, we told eachother all our secrets & well Everything! Once I was finally old enough for him to try to be with me, it was too late for him, I had become engaged & then pregnant with my first male best friend, Matthew! Though that didn't mean we couldn't be friends, Matthew & Ava had grown to like Sean as well! After it became clear that Matthew & I were more friends & couldn't co-habitate we were divorced. Sean was around quite a bit but in a relationship at the time & I was on the rebound! I then got with John, (Lillian and Ella's dad) got pregnant & had kind of a shotgun wedding. This marriage was, well lets say Rocky. Sean wasn't really welcome around when i was with John, & I was not able to even talk to him during our relationship! (Honestly I was lucky to be able to talk to my Mother) When John & I split, many months went by & I randomly got a message from Sean!!! He wanted to come hang & I was so excited to see him! He had changed since I seen him last, More mature & even more handsome then i remembered! I missed talking to him & hearing his corny jokes!! Sean & I hung out Alot after that, As often as he could he would come over & bring me Taco Bell & just hang out with the kids & I! He was around during each one of my kids first two years of life! I always wanted to be with him but was too scared to try, so i thought better friends then nothing at all! I was dumb struck when he sent me a text saying that we needed to talk, bc he had been thinking about the girls & I alot! He then asked me to be his girlfriend, I asked the girl's if that was ok &just like me they were super excited! Its been a crazy 11 years but the road lead us to where we are today! Never been happier, Never been more in Love, Never felt more safe, or secure! Having my bestfriend become my boyfriend, then my Fiance& Soon husband, makes me feel like the luckiest woman alive!

First thing to know is Sean is all about Cheap&Quality and I hate Valentine's day, Due to my gma's death had been on the day that follows 2/15 so i wasn't expecting anything but maybe a card and possibly a dollar tree balloon, if that bc its kinda a dumb holiday anyway right!!! I was working day shift and when i got off at 2pm I went into our room to change and there was heart shaped balloons and roses on our bed and a card! I opened the card and it had an extra page in it that had the ring taped inside with the words "will you marry me" I turned around and he was on 1 knee and I jumped up and kissed and hugged him and said " yes, yes, of course, yes"